After writing my last blog, I thought about all the different kind of things I could write about in this one. I'm not new to the "blogging" world. I've had one since I was a freshman in high school, I've gone through many since then. They've been based on poor choices, boyfriends (the majority of which also bad choices) and this one, I want to be about growing up. And in turn there are gonna be rants, raves, twists and turns, some of which you, the reader, aren't gonna be a fan of.
As I started off my last post, that I'm a horrible spell, have poor diction and I never know what's gonna come out next. This all being true, I must also bring to the table that I have a foul mouth, and more often than not cuss like a sailor. I also strongly believe in respect of other peoples boundaries and feels on my life style. So cussing won't happen much, it'll help me expand my vocabulary i suppose.
My life, isn't bad by any means, it hasn't been since i was i dunno, one. As soon as my family scooped me up from whatever hell i was in and adopted me life has been grand. Granted, if you would have asked me this as a teenager, you would have gotten a totally different story.
Me as a teenager, whoooooo. I was a hand full. More than a hand full i'm sure. I made me parents wait up til all hours, deal with my bad attitude, my friends bad attitude, and everything else. I guess you could say as a teenager i was very strong willed to be a rebel, nothing like the rest of my family. I still have that but my choices are much better so to speak. I kicked the drugs, and now I drink. Not often, and not a lot. I openly talk to my mom about it, who is my best friend, as cheesy as that is, she has been my rock and my savior. I'm getting off track, me as a teenager, a mess, a huge school skippin, pot smokin, pill poppin mess. I'm surprised i'm still alive, glad, but surprised.
Whoa, look at the time, should get ready for my Jesus Death Day lunch with the parents. I'm sorry Easter lunch with my parents. I suppose I'll give to you in more detail my views on religion later, should be interesting.
Holla. (I'm secretly negro inside, where it's dark.:) )
-J-
(photo by me, Persey Priest Lake 2007)
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